About
Written by Robbie Williams and Guy Chambers, Kill Me or Cure Me was released as a B-side to Kids in October 2000. The song’s aggressive energy and confessional lyrics reveal one of Williams’ darker, more desperate states of mind during the height of his early fame. It fuses hard-edged rock instrumentation with brutally honest lines about addiction, self-destruction and frustration.
Opening with a defiant riff, the track drives forward with urgency, matching the turmoil of its lyrics. Williams pleads for release — through salvation or oblivion — as he sings, “Help me self-medicate, things can all look great, stopped in this town to quench my thirst, the bad man got here first.” It’s both a cry for help and a knowing reflection on the reckless coping mechanisms of celebrity excess.
It’s about that point where you either get better or give up. I was living in extremes at the time, and that’s what came out in the song.Robbie Williams
Producer Steve Power kept the arrangement raw and unpolished, accentuating the emotional tension. The chorus — “Kill me or cure me, I can’t handle it” — distils Williams’ struggles with dependency and identity into a single stark demand. While seldom discussed publicly, the track offers one of his most direct glimpses into the mental and physical strain of stardom.
Today, Kill Me or Cure Me stands as a powerful companion piece to later songs like Come Undone, tracing the same themes of survival, addiction and self-awareness. It’s a fierce, cathartic entry in Williams’ catalogue of unguarded B-sides.
Lyrics
Help me self-medicate
Things can all look great
Stopped in this town to quench my thirst
The bad man got here first
Then the bubble burst
Who's telling stories
I can't handle shit
And it's beginning to bore me
Just get on with it
Kill me or cure me
My love life's gone stiff
Don't know who I've been with
And I'm gonna take it 'cause they want to give
Can you blame me
Don't need to spend my bread
People do that for me instead
Must be thinking that I'll wake up dead
In the morning
I can't handle shit
And it's beginning to bore me
Just get on with it
Kill me or cure me
You've got a powerful lawyer
Well I've got money for ya
I know I appall ya
But I fucked your daughter
I got friends stay up till the end
Try to screw me or my girlfriend
Until I'm not the latest trend
Fetch me butler
I can't handle shit
And it's beginning to bore me
Just get on with it
Kill me or cure me
I can't handle shit
Kill me or cure me
I can't handle shit
Kill me or cure me
Credits
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Vocalist
Robbie Williams -
Songwriter
Robbie Williams, Guy Chambers