About
Written by Robbie Williams and Guy Chambers, Feel was released on 2 December 2002 as the lead single from Escapology. It became one of Williams’ most enduring hits, reaching number four in the UK and topping charts across Europe. The song’s haunting piano and emotionally bare lyric marked a return to introspection after the flamboyance of Swing When You’re Winning, capturing the loneliness behind fame with stark honesty.
The song was born from a spontaneous studio session in which Chambers played a melancholic piano phrase and Williams improvised lyrics drawn from depression and exhaustion. The final vocal was taken directly from the demo, which Williams felt could not be bettered. “I just want to feel real love, fill the home that I live in” became one of his defining refrains, articulating a universal longing for belonging and peace of mind.
The day I wrote it was probably the saddest day of my life. It came from deep pain, but it was very honest. The vocal you hear is the demo — I couldn’t sing it better than that.Robbie Williams
Produced by Chambers and Steve Power, Feel features sparse instrumentation that builds to a cinematic crescendo, complemented by subtle gospel harmonies. The accompanying video, directed by Vaughan Arnell and co-starring Daryl Hannah, portrayed Williams as a solitary cowboy in an American landscape — an image of isolation and yearning that mirrored the song’s tone. With more than 290 million views on YouTube, it remains his most-watched video and one of his most critically acclaimed performances. Feel endures as a modern pop classic, uniting vulnerability and grandeur in equal measure.
Lyrics
I wanna contact the living
Not sure I understand
This role I've been given
I sit and talk to God
And he just laughs at my plans
My head speaks a language
I don't understand
I just wanna feel real love
Feel the home that I live in
'Cause I got too much life
Running through my veins
Going to waste
I don't wanna die
But I ain't keen on living either
Before I fall in love
I'm preparing to leave her
I scare myself to death
That's why I keep on running
Before I've arrived
I can see myself coming
I just want to feel real love
Feel the home that I live in
'Cause I got too much life
Running through my veins
Going to waste
And I need to feel real love
And a life ever after
I can not get enough
I just wanna feel real love
Feel the home that I live in
I got too much love
Running through my veins
To go to waste
I just want to feel real love
In a life ever after
There's a hole in my soul
You can see it in my face
It's a real big place
Feel
Feel
Come on hold my hand
I wanna contact the living
Not sure I understand
This role I've been given
Not sure I understand
Not sure I understand
Not sure I understand
Not sure I understand
Credits
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Vocalist
Robbie Williams -
Songwriter
Robbie Williams, Guy Chambers